I'm getting really freakin frustrated with myself right now.  I'm way too easily aggrivated and I'm taking things more seriously than I need to be.  It's rubbing off on all the people around me, both at work and at home.  I basically walked out at work today (only 30 minutes early, but still), and I walked out on my friends on WoW today too.  *sigh*  I don't think I'm depressed, I think I'm just mentally not-so-good because of my very screwed up sleeping patterns and overall sleep deprivation.  It probably doesn't help that I had a couple shots with Ben before he went out to the club.  No I'm not drinking to feel better or anything, but I guess I can have my own vice every now and then too.  I don't always have to be freakin perfect... always the one that never messes up and can't do anything negative to myself.  I'm perfect right?  Never mess up and never do anything 'terrible'.  Shows what I know, and shows what they know too.  Fuck, might as well just go it alone for a bit, that's what everyone else seems to do when this happens.

-out